He touched the back of my hand lightly as I sit next to him. I didn’t know and still don’t know what the gesture was for. All I could recall was the panic I felt when I felt his hand, the pumping of blood through my veins, the thumping beat of my heart and perhaps, … Continue reading I could have held your hand
Blurry, my eyes are full with tears I can't seem to move a single muscle The roots in my feet is growing longer Deeper without slowing My heart says run My mind agrees But my body stays Darker as the days pass No signs of light No signs of life I am breathing But I … Continue reading Fight For My Life
How I wish for time to take back to when our fingers would brush each other. I wish to stare at those adorable Asian eyes of yours.
I sat on the floor, my back against the side of the bed starring at my almost full calendar barely able to tell what I'm feeling at the moment. There's that stomach cramps which started earlier this morning but still manageable. I've been keeping a calendar very close lately in an attempt to do yet … Continue reading 06.30.17
Is life really unjust? Is the universe against me? Is it just me?
If you’re going to die and live again multiple times, would you stay on the same loop to change your fate? Some people may find it pretty easy. No rocket science needed. You’d probably answer “no” even before the clock ticks for the next second. You’d probably think it’ll be stupid to keep running around … Continue reading Rezero
Today was my first day of a successful meditation. I planned to just sit for 10 minutes while the Nature Sound is on my ears. But here's what happened... Calming Beach sound. Ahhhh... The beauty of the beach! I've imagined myself on the sand seeing the waves hit the rocks and the shore. The noise … Continue reading Meditation with Spotify
It feels just good to let your hair down, let the warm breeze pass through the strands while the waves hit the rocks with their music. I hope I am making sense so far… The past six weeks of my life had been challenging me to the point of telling me to give up- … Continue reading Here’s how it looks so far…